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Sunday, December 17, 2006
To: eBB
Hello Darling,
How are you? The few days without you has been hard. I can sense your presence in every corner of the house. Sometimes in the morning when I opened my eyes, I half expect to see you lying beside me, kissing my forehead and telling me that it's all've been a bad dream. I hate it when my hands felt nothingness when i felt for you.
I've been a strong girl, like how you made me promised to be on the day you went away. I've learnt how to hang back my disheveled clothes, how to pour my 1/3 cold 2/3 warm water. I've even re-mastered the art of coaxing myself to sleep. I've kept myself busy, meeting up with old friends, eat, drink and be merry.
But don't get me wrong-- I still need you.
I still need you to kiss my forehead and tell me that everything is alright when i have a bad dream. i still need you to gimme a big bear hug when the day's been rough and i feel lousy about myself. I still need someone to whine to when i feel like whining. i need someone to love me and not judge me. and i still need you because you think that i'm the best when the whole world thought that i am a conceited, self-centered bitch.
i still need you simply because you are you-- my sun, my moon, my star.
And between now and then, till i see you again, i'll be loving you.
Love,
Me.
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