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Monday, January 15, 2007
I Am No Longer Me
i'm feeling kinda... weird.
like i dont know why i'm doing what i'm doing.
i felt like i'm outside me, watching my every move like a third party.
and i dont like what i saw.
i do not feel like me.
i feel uncomfortable being me.
really, really weird.
superficial, some say we were.
actually.
maybe we are.
or maybe, it's just me.
i suddenly have this strong urge to change class.
i don't know why.
i still love them, i do.
but i think.
it's time to move on.
*shrugs.
or maybe, it's just me.
maybe it's just my holier-than-thou attitude.
i think i really should talk less and listen more.
or maybe i should just not unless it is absolutely necessary.
highly impossible, but i can try.
yes, i will do just that.
i will talk less, listen more.
i will be sensible and not rattle mindless nonsense.
i will learn to be humble.
i will not follow what the crowd does just to be liked.
i will get A for fnb, and everything else.
yes, i will.
i am ready to change.
i can feel the change.
year 2007, the year of changes.
*cross fingers.
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